Dizzy

If you're reading this, please pray for me.

I'm falling into that old trap. I know what committments are important. But, I'm over accepting and getting distracted by "bright shiny objects." By bright shiny objects (here on out= bso), I mean things like the computer, the phone, putting off errands (things that really need to be done) to play or even just plain day dreaming. I get so caught up in reading my books, that I'm not digging into the Word as I NEED to be.

I'm sitting here tonight, dizzy. My brain is racing in all different directions. I know it's an attack from the enemy. However, I needed to confess my part. I've allowed the distractions in.

I want clarity, disernment and calm.

Earlier today, I had to make a visit to my former place of employment. Would you believe I hadn't set foot in there since I dropped off my last time sheets? Seriously. Gripped by unnecessary anxiety. Irrational anxiety has kept me from exercising, which has further clouded my thinking.

So. That's it. It's out. Time for me to read...the Bible. I think tonight I will head into Proverbs as I have been doing lately (yeah, I've been reading daily, just not digging and giving God the time he so deserves and wants to work on me). Tomorrow, I'll dig out my old notebooks/journals and see if anything sticks out for a study. That, and I'll pray. I know He has a plan and a path....